You wanted to feel me
at least that's what You said
You found some reasons
to look inside my head
You loved all the pictures
and praised the ground I’ve shaped
but You don’t want to bear it
it doesn’t fit your place
You wanted to heal me
at least that’s what You said
again found a reason
for a trip inside my head
You broke all the landscape
by digging very deep
And then I saw you panicked
when You found yourself!!!
I'm reaching out my hand to you
but You watch me falling
All the pain You put me through
You can’t deny it
“You should kill the boy in You”
that’s what You told me
That’s what I’m gonna do!!!
I'm reaching out my hand to you
but You watch me falling
All the pain You put me through
You can’t deny it
“You should kill the boy in You”
that’s what You told me
That’s what I’m gonna do!!!
You wanted to leave me
at least that’s what You did
You gave up the healing
afraid of your own face
And then you’ felt your own breath
at the back of your own neck
and when you heard your crying
You simply walked away
I'm reaching out my hand to you
but You watch me falling
All the pain You put me through
You can’t deny it
“You should kill the boy in You”
that’s what You told me
That’s what I’m gonna do!!!
In front of me you sink into the night
vulnerable, you’ll taste my disguise
All my strength when I walk into room
Is nothing more
than your desire to make dreams come true
yeah, I like to fail
so You can taste control
yeah, I like to fail
so You will never know
yeah, I love to fail
so you will never see
that throughout this show
You should have feared me!!!
Tricked by my lies
Tricked by my pain
You came to my arms
And wished I wouldn't pretend
Tricked by your fear
Tricked by your pain
You came to my arms
And wished I wouldn't pretend
In front of me You’re spreading your arms
recklessly unveiling your heart
I’ll let You wait and show a new trick:
“That thing you want is the last thing I will give”
yeah, I like to fail
so You can taste control
yeah, I like to fail
so You will never know
yeah, I love to fail
so you will never see
that throughout this show
You should have feared me!!!
Tricked by my lies
Tricked by my pain
You came to my arms
And wished I wouldn't pretend
Tricked by your fear
Tricked by your pain
You came to my arms
And wished I wouldn't pretend
In front of me you sink into night
vulnerable to taste my disguise
All my strength when I walk into room
Is nothing more
than weakness I’ve found in you!!!
One day You’ll be confused
One day You’ll be afraid
I will leave You broken
And find another prey
Let’s hide before the storm
Don’t try to call it a breeze
I want You all to know
I couldn’t fight disease
I wanted to stop the storm
Still hoping that somehow will
not sure who to blame no more
but how can it be me!!??
Let’s laugh last time before the storm
and drink for the man I cannot be.
Ignore that the glass is full of blood
And mock the future we cannot see
Let’s smile before the storm
appreciate what we feel
I want You all to know
There are things I can’t forgive
Don’t want to use tricks no more
but Is there any other way for me?
maybe there’s no one to blame
for the monster in me!!!
Let’s laugh last time before the storm
and drink for the man I cannot be.
Ignore that the glass is full of blood
And mock the future we cannot see
Let’s dance last time before the storm
and love the path that brought us here
Ignore the storm that was made from
all the drops of what I used to be!!!
Running away together will only make things worse
You cannot fight the storm invited between your walls
You asked me to stay and said there’s nothing we should fear
It’s hard to admit it when we’re covered
with your blood !!!
with my blood !!!
with my love !!!
Let’s hide inside the storm
I hope it can be done
I’m afraid to open my eyes
Are you still here??!!
Welcome tonight
Please take a seat
The show is about to start
And something’s about to end
To save yourself tonight
just ignore the thrill.
Leave before you see the surprise
Tonight the show
seems a little different.
Animals from my hat
look strangely familiar
To save yourself tonight
just ignore the thrill.
Leave before you see the surprise
To save yourself tonight
just forget about me.
It’s too late to improvise
It’s easy to build up the drama
with nothing to lose
although the time have stopped
while I'm standing with this switch in my hand
The boy is here
He seems surprised
with all my hate
with all my lies
“Silence can’t stop the pain,
ending can’t stop this plague.
You’re not the only one
beaten by own heart”
credits
released September 17, 2020
All the songs written and performed by Season For The End
Produced by Widek and Season For The End
Mixed & mastered by Widek (Nova Studio)
Guitars and vocals recorded at Nova Studio (Gdańsk, Poland)
Drums recorded at The Pit (Gdansk, Poland)
Band members:
Robert Gryzan - guitar, vocals
Marcin Mendalka - bass
Marcin Szalomski - drums
Lukasz Rutkowski - guitar
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